Wednesday, February 18, 2009

If symptoms persist, bid farewell...

“Sometimes, we need to stay away from the important people in our lives…

In order for them to realize that not everything is about them and for them.”

Enough is enough. That’s all I can say.

Once and for all, I’ll clear things that have been confusing for the past days…

Nothing has returned. And definitely, we’re not back together as a couple.

I may be under a cloud of confusion last weekend that I may have been lured again into something that would cause a lot chaos. But thanks to some trustful friends, I was able to look at reality as it is.

I realized the following things:

- you have not changed after all the things we’ve been through

- you still don’t know how to stand on your own (to think, your folks were not aware who you were with last Saturday)

- I was all prepared to see you and was donned to be the perfect date of the night, but you were just a simpleton who walked through my door

- you may have improved on some points but you’re still way behind

These realizations pushed me to decide: I AM NOT COMING BACK.

I think it would be better for us to GROW UP in our own SEPARATE LIVES.

We can’t fight forces that resist the truth that nothing is wrong with what should have been there.

You may find someone else that would please them… (Good luck with your fate!)

If you will still push with your decisions (which you can’t stand on your own), try to face reality and you’ll see direct answers to your obvious questions.

Remember: ONE CANNOT PUSH A PERSON TO ACCEPT THINGS THEY REFUSE TO ACCEPT EVEN THOUGH IT CONCERNS YOUR LOVE.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I am Ironman's date on Saturday..

Maybe it is a blessing that I appeared on TV last Monday night...

I suddenly got a date this coming Saturday!

Believe it or not...

Well, maybe fate has its own way of working things in my life...

You may be wondering who the lucky man is...

All I can share is his codename: Ironman.

For those who know the real person behind the codename, yep it is him.

I was surprised to learn that I am being invited. But till now I don't know the final details of the said occassion.

For whatever reason, I don't feel any grudge against him... Unlike before..

What may happen? I don't know.. But I believe it would be too early to revive something that has been lost. It ain't that easy..

Need an update after it? Talk to me in person.

Monday, February 09, 2009

The Return of Superman

When the year entered, Superman left without a trace.

But then, lo and behold! He came back..

Though, I did not see him personally.. He made his presence felt with a simple short phone call.

Unexpected.

Not him.

But yet, he did.

Thank you for remembering...

You're always treasured..

I'll be in touch..

I thought all was over and forgotten..

But with this:

"We shall meet soon my friend. I'll be in touch. And if anything comes up, you know my digits."

I was relieved that somehow, I did not lost him... Even as a friend, he is around.

I'm not raising my hopes. I'm just proud to say: I am happy for his existence.. Even for a short period of time.

I hope the day would come where I would be able to meet him... again.