Closing the LAST Chapter

In order to move on, one should put the past behind without looking back.

No regrets. One should be courageous enough to close the chapter and move on to the next.

In this regard, it may be possible to be invisible to some people. It helps to shun away from your common environment.

Less presence, less talk, less gossips.

In as much as you would want to retain the friendship and connection, you are hindered to do so because of casualties made by some people who doesn't know how to STAND on their own personality and decision.

I believe that in moving on, one should AVOID telling stories that are EXAGGERATED that would DESTROY a person.

I believe one should be man enough to face reality. If you have regretted such action, make up for it or forget about it WITHOUT the expense of other people.

Even though I want to retain the connection with our common environment, I regret to break the news to you that I have decided against it.

I think it's really time to say goodbye and move on with our own SEPARATE LIVES. But thanks anyway for putting color into my previous chapter.

If even as a friend, you can't stand by my side, then better not stay in my life. I strongly believe its better that way.

Less complications. Less hurting words. No more negative feedbacks.

If you really cared, you wouldn't let those words pierce my ears like swords of hatred.

I have a heart. I have a soul. I am a living being that has feelings.

A special person must not be taken for granted. One is treasured like a jewel.

If you believe you have done these things, you are not even close to it.

In loving a person, you don't only think about your OWN happiness.

Everything should be symmetric. Just like the yin-yang, you must think of the other side.

With the upcoming new year, I would be leading a new life with a new environment.

Everything new. No more past. No more "YOU".

Pieces of advice:

Find your own happiness without the expense others.

Learn how to stand on your own.

You are big and mature enough to handle yourself.

If you do not know how, better discover it yourself because in the end, you'll be the one losing the fight...

Like what happened, I won the battle. And not you.

~_~_~ I am just pouring out my heart for the last time. ~_~_~

_~_~_ I'll still be writing but it would not be intended anymore for you _~_~_

~_~_~ THIS IS THE LAST ONE. I am starting a new chapter already. ~_~_~

We'll never fall in love that way again

Just like in the dramatic part of the movies, I found myself with a tear rolling down my face this morning. It voluntarily fell from my eye. Rest assured, I was not crying.

What happened to me is such a surprise. I just remembered it was "his" birthday today.

Yes, it is my "former" Knight's special day. He already reached the age of the so-called transition of maturity to manhood. He is now of legal age.


I boldly greeted him with a simple greeting.


Honestly, there is a small twinge of hope that he would reply. Not soon but maybe later.


If not, its okay. As always...



"By some mischief of fate, we might only truly fall in love once...
You know, that one great love old folks refer to...
Many lovers may get into our lives but there is only one person,
with that one smile, one kiss, one hug, one moment, that our hearts will never replace...
That person, usually but sadly, is the one that got away...
That's why, after all the chips are down,
We know, we just know...
We'll never fall in love that way again"

Superman riding Bumblebee? It happened..

Holidays - LOVE IT!

Other than having a rest day from work, I had more than what I expected..


When I arrived home from my date, I realized I was so happy like I'm back to my good, old high school days.. I was all out outrageous that I immediately called my best friend to share my "kilig-moments" for the day.


In detail, I was able to describe where we went, what we did and how we got there (dirty minds, get off!).. Anyway, it may be a simple bonding moment but it was one of the best that I have done with a date.. I was exposed to things that caught me off-guard at first but it was thrilling in the end!


To cite an example, I was able to travel from my place to a mall nearby through a motorcycle. I personally called it "Bumblebee" because of its color. The rider? It was Superman riding a Transformer!

Super details may be reserved for my best friends but I can assure you, I had one of the best times in my life yesterday.


It may be too early to tell what's up with me and the Superman but I know, it would not end too abruptly.. Taking things slowly is the best way to know one another..



There would be more to share and hopefully, I'll be able to tell you the true identity behind the code of Superman!