It was the BEST 30 minutes...

Darkness filled the room.

Though I was scared of the reality that enveloped me,

comfort made its way to my hand.

It even promised it would never let me go, at that time.

It would always be there to protect me.

It would never leave my side.

Warmth filled my cold uneasy feeling.

And I finally decided, I WOULD NOT LET GO.

'Twas the best spark that I've encountered in the 2nd quarter of the year.

It may never happen again.

To decribe, it was a special and an amazing phase of that time.

Though a mix of fear and anxiety

were soon overwhelmed with the fact it was already there.

One would wish to have it there forever.

If only I have the power to stop time for that moment, I would.

But then, we have to face reality and realize it has its own end.

One could just wish that someday, it would happen again.

Who knows it may, but it may be the meaning of its eternal end.

Life for the past quarter has been challenging.

Though I know I would have survived it all,

I would want to wish now,

that for at least for another 30 minutes,

the whirling feeling of being in an amazing moment would happen again.

A wish I know that would be hard to attain.

Not unless fate has its own way of moving mountains.

Honestly, I'm just beginning to enjoy reality as it is.

I have been too serious with life's offers.

Maybe, I realized, it's already time to give myself some break.

Figuratively, it's a nice thought.

But on the other hand,

It is a REAL break that I would be entering, again.

Life has full of mysteries to offer.

I would count this one in.

One may be against my thoughts,

but this time, all I can is...

it was still the best 30 minutes of my life.

it was the BEST

The right feeling at the wrong place and time

i admit.

it cannot possibly happen.

but in my heart, it was special.

the right feeling at the wrong moment.

regrets are not made but memories are kept.

wishes cannot be made. reality must be seen.

we have to move on.

but if you'll ask me upto when i would treasure that moment...

i'll say: forever.

why?

it was very different.

a certain spark was felt. we can't deny fate.

it was plainly there.

we both can't explain the circumstance that passed our way.

i just hope, sooner or later, it would be put into a close.

because i'm afraid i'll be stuck in this feeling.

i'm scared to fall and to be hurt with something i did not regret entering.