alone and weak

i thought everything was falling into its rightful place.

but then, i was all wrong, again.

deep in my heart, i know that i am doing what is just right. it's not my problem if other people would put colors into pictures that should have not colors in it.

i was just all normal these days... not until some forces have put their power into me. i am just grateful that life has offered me a lot of blessings. but now, all i feel is that every little thing that surrounds me is all unfair.

i am just human. i work clean. i speak the truth.

but then, there will really come a time in your life that nobody would fight for you. because each one of them are covered with fear. while deep in their hearts, they know what the truth is.

some sort of a super hero would come to rescue you.

you were thankful for it. but you know for a fact that even though he promised to fight for you, its not that all easy.

there are still more powerful forces that could bring down what was promised.

you just then realized that you are living in a world full of negative and positive energies. you have no where to run. instead, you are challenged to finish the fight that brought you to your standing.

in time, i started to count till the end of days. hoping that it would really come soon.

and now, as i wear a lot of mask in my everyday walk, i hope that i can still survive the true feelings that pang against my heart..

a feeling of being alone and weak.