tell me when to stop

started things that is not normal for me to do...

started to go beyond the routine...

i know i should stop...

but i still don't know when...

someone must give me the signal.

someone who knows who that other someone is...

the other who is causing this chaos...

but i must remember to stick to my senses...

i must not forget,that i am NOT the one "in" the heart...

i am merely PRETENDING to be one.

i must remember not to feel that pain again.

i must have learned my lesson by this time...

assuming one's status would just put abstract pictures in the course of the journey...

i hope someone may be ready to pull me back to reality...

whoever you are:

please tell me when to stop...