The tide has changed...

It was the most unexpected part of the shore..


I decided to follow the path towards the pier, I found treasure in it..


A treasure that i never expected that it would surface above the water.


As i looked closely, i saw that the tide has changed..


It was not rough, it was plainly calm and soothing..


It is as if the wind in that part of the beach is whispering to me that everything is becoming okay..


I whispered back: Hopefully, it will be really okay..


I am currently enjoying the presence of each element in my surroundings..


But i know that i should always stick to my senses...


So that i would not acquire any wound that would cause me a lot of pain...


I'll live my life as it is..


But when its time for me to go, i would let go of where i am...


Even though,





i know...























it would break my heart to do so...
























Just tell me..

Escape!

Now that the time is running out...

I would like to get away from the reality that my birthday is coming up...



Whenever i would be nearing my day, dillema would ponder a lot of things to me...


Just for an example::::::::::::::::











>>> when to stop thinking of him? <<<


>>> is it worth to hope? <<<


>>> how will i know if its love that i'm feeling?<<<


>>> wil i get hurt again like before? <<<


>>> what if someone would come back for me? <<<

















Now i'll dread the day that these questions would be answered..












For i don't know what to say or react after hitting another round with reality.

tell me when to stop

started things that is not normal for me to do...

started to go beyond the routine...

i know i should stop...

but i still don't know when...

someone must give me the signal.

someone who knows who that other someone is...

the other who is causing this chaos...

but i must remember to stick to my senses...

i must not forget,that i am NOT the one "in" the heart...

i am merely PRETENDING to be one.

i must remember not to feel that pain again.

i must have learned my lesson by this time...

assuming one's status would just put abstract pictures in the course of the journey...

i hope someone may be ready to pull me back to reality...

whoever you are:

please tell me when to stop...