just your bestfriend...

true: history repeats itself

sometimes, love can be very unreasonable...

you give love, you receive friendship.. but when you give something a liittle overboard, you still receive friendship and sometimes, worst, "bestfriend" material starts to crop up...

cool but true but it hurts a lot!

usually, I just try to describe my self as "your ordinary girl next door that would brighten your day; one-of-the-boys sometimes but cool to be with; your friend that you can always depend on..." - - - things in life with these description became smooth-sailing

but

when I tried to be "your only girl that can bring you unending memorable moments; your buddy that will always make your morning bright; the person you won't regret meeting in your midst..." - - - things became rocky, I was always considered as a bestfriend... no more than that...

but of course, I should be able to understand such circumstance in my life...

maybe,

its not yet time...

its not yet him...

it may be another person...

its not the proper place...

its not perfect...

it may be him, the other guy... the first, true guy...

well, I'll just wait and see...

as always...