REALITY CHECK... AGAIN... ;c

IT IS VERY SAD TO SAY THAT ONCE AGAIN...

I HAVE BEEN BITTEN WITH REALITY... AGAIN... BUT HARDER.

life may turn out fine for the meantime.

success in every turn has been prevalent.

praises and compliments would flood ones environment.





but the sad part of all those good vibes comes when i'm all alone in the dark.




once again, i felt that i already have moved on with my life... but this feeling has been creeping into me for a long time.


to those who have read my posts before may get angry with me...


well, all i can say is... I AM SORRY.


I AM JUST BEING REAL WITH MY FEELINGS.

I JUST FELT THAT I SHOULD BE HUMAN WITH WHAT I
REALLY HIDE INSIDE MY HEART.

there are some questions which i would like to ask to the person involved with all the pain i my heart:

1. do you still know me?

2. do i have a place in your heart after all the barriers you have set?

3. are you still willing to see me?

4. when will i get to be close to you again?

5. WILL THERE BE SOMETHING THAT WE COULD CALL "US"?

6. have you found your rightful one?

7. am i for keeps as someone special or just a mere acquaintance?

8. are you still the same person i knew 3 years ago?

i hope... you would be able to answer these...

i am ready to take any answer...

MAYBE BECAUSE THAT IS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.