tell me what's real...

i thought i have forgotten you all along...

but then,

i found out last night that i was mssing something.

yeah... you're right...

it was you.




sad to say, but you're still running around my memory for quite some time now...



i have even pretended to fall for someone. but the pain inside me was not that easy to cure...



maybe they were right about what they said to me before:

"no matter how hard you tried to erase the memory, that will always remain, whether you like it or not..."



now tell me what is really going on between us...


is it me who has the problem of not moving on? or is it you who left me hanging clueless?



will i expect that "someday", there would be what we call "us"?


or will that dream of "ours" BEFORE you left, be buried along the best memories of MY life with you?



did you endure the pain i have felt when you left?

or did you feel nothing because all the while i was nothing at all?



i'm really angry of what had happened between us.


why?


because the promise that was made by you was easily broken by you all along...


and it hurts so much to reminisce the time wherein your parting words look as if i was a big distraction of your life... all the while i thought you said i was a blessing in disguise.



now what will happen now?