coming back...
life has been dull for a while..
but at least expected moment, you'll see a window slowly opening just behind you...
well, surprise!
you got your self a gift...
something has been returned..
though, you may not be sure as to when you'll see it again... but at least you have the right signs coming...
well, so much for hope... but i hope this moment would last...
and
soon develop again...
and wishing for the last time,
it would not disappear again....
GUILTY AS CHARGED.
yeah right.
it was my own doing...
and no matter how hard i try to erase the most
painful memory in my life, it keeps on haunting
me...
i kept myself pre-occupied. i ventured into new
things. but it ain't enough...
they say: "fight for the one you love. but if the one
you are fighting for does not love you anymore, it
is time give him his freedom and let him find his own
happiness without you..."
ouch.
and i just realized that i have not let that love go...
i was blinded by my "so-called busy mind"...
but all this time, i have been loving the same
person.
in which i don't even know if he still cares for me..
i hope a sign would show me the reality i have
been searching all this time...
this guy's in-love with you pare...
This guy's widove with you, paye..... ano?
One look and then yun iba na
Malagkit dumikit ang tingin ng mata
One smile, iba ng ibig sabihin
'Di na friends, ang tingin nya sakin
Everyday parating we're together
Every week, palaging may sleepover
Ang tawag nya sa mommy ko ay TITA
Bakit ba, di ko non' nakita
Bridge
Until out of the blue, I'm feeling so true
Bigla nalang sinabi sa akin that
Chorus
This guy's inlove with you, pare
This guy's inlove with you, pare
This guy's inlove with you, pare
Bading na bading sayo...
'Di na ako makasagot ng telepono
Palagi nyang kinakausap ang parents ko
Kulang daw sa tulog at di na makakain
Bakit ba, di pa non' inamin
Repeat - Bridge
Chorus
Everyday daw ay rainy day ang Monday
'Coz 'di na 'ko maaya to come out and play
Tinataguan na nga, palaging late o absent
Ang sabi parin,
"i'll always have a friend that you can depend"
Ooohh...
'di kailangan na mag ooo000ooon......
parang talong at bagooo000ooong.....
This guy's inlove with you, pare
This guy's inlove with you, pare
This guy's inlove with you, pare
Bading na bading,
Converted padin,
Na nakikipag fling sayo...
Repeat - Chorus with...
Oh no! my bestfriend's gay
I'ts the same old friend I had yesterday
And he's at me............ and gay.......
Ye ye ye....
nana na nananana na nana na2x...
TRUST BETRAYED
I was not able to understand why things kept on changing...
I know it is not the question of belief... I am quite aware that one should respect each other’s flow of faith...
But why does it have to happen for those who are highly unexpected of some kind of change...
And the worst thing to happen is: to be USED.
All the time you have trusted that person, but then, YOU WERE BETRAYED IN THE END.
I am in no position to question such things. But what is important to me is ones true intention and truth in ones words.
I won’t even care whatever you would do in your life. But NEVER USE MY NAME.
NEVER.
And because of that, I’ll regret the trust I have given you. And even the friendship I have offered.
I am sorry. You cannot depend on me anymore.
FLY AWAY
So many hearts are breaking
So many lies are taking each day
And all around we make it
And now are dreams are fading away
When I see your eyes there's pain inside
So let me make it better
So let's fly, baby let's fly fly fly away from here
So I can see your smile again baby
Let's fly away spread our wings and fly away from here
The later life in this world today
Too many fears all helpless sometimes
With everything that surrounds us with
It's hard to feel the pressure inside
When I see your eyes it hurts inside
Oh let me make it better
So let's fly, baby lets fly fly fly away from here
So I can see your smile gain
So lets fly spread our wings and fly away from here
So we can leave this world behind
Let me just take you to a place
And we can live a better way
I know that we can make it through
Anything that we need to
I don't want this pain no more
So baby lets fly..........
if i was the one...
I see the way he treats you
I feel the tears you cry
And it makes me sad and it makes me mad
There's nothin' I can do, baby
Cuz your lover is my best friend
And I guess that's where the story ends
So I've gotta try to keep it inside
You'll never be, never be mine
But if I was the one who was loving you, baby
The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy
And if I was by your side
You'd never know one lonely night
If it was my arms you were running to
I'd give you love in these arms of mine
If I was the one in your life
If I could have just one wish
I'd wish that you were mine
I would hold you near, kiss away those tears
I'd be so good to you, baby
You're the one I want next to me
But I guess that's just not meant to be
He's there in your life, he's sharing your nights
I'll never be, never be, never be right
I want to reach out and feel you beside me, beside me
Right here, right now, right beside me baby, baby
And take you in my arms right now
And scream I love you right out loud
And then someday I'll pray I'll find
I'll find the strength to turn to you and say
If I was the one, if I was the one, the one
If I was the one in your life
