The biggest confusion I have encountered: My Heart
most of the time, i am aware that i am a strong person who can overcome anything that would come my way...
but to my biggest surprise, i have discovered that i am weak after all...
and my weakest point is my heart.
most of the time, i can make decisions on my own...
but at this point, i think i can not answer all the mysteries that kept bugging me this past weeks...
things do change.
feelings do change.
but there is one thing for sure,,,
my heart cannot answer at this moment the things it has been questioning all this time.
all these things are great. as when you think you have moved on, everything suddenly flushes in your mind that you can't escape the reality behind the feelings in your heart.
now the question is: how long will i endure the pain in my heart?
WHEN?
but to my biggest surprise, i have discovered that i am weak after all...
and my weakest point is my heart.
most of the time, i can make decisions on my own...
but at this point, i think i can not answer all the mysteries that kept bugging me this past weeks...
is it "his" fault?
is it mine?
does preferences change as the person grows?
am i feeling this for real or for reel?
am i just caught in between my depression and would almost fall for someone i could not imagine at my side?
things do change.
feelings do change.
but there is one thing for sure,,,
my heart cannot answer at this moment the things it has been questioning all this time.
will this year end without answers? will i walk blindly through the heat of emtions?
or am i just fooling myself that somewhere, a person who is just in denial of "his" feelings is existing? when will i stop thinking that another is filling in for the emptiness in my heart, though he is not aware i am currently in an emotional crisis?
all these things are great. as when you think you have moved on, everything suddenly flushes in your mind that you can't escape the reality behind the feelings in your heart.
now the question is: how long will i endure the pain in my heart?
WHEN?
>>TRUE<<
I won’t talk
I won’t breathe
I won’t move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don’t look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I’m attached to you
I’m weak
Its true
Cuz I’m afraid to know the answers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I’ve waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that’s true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I’ve waiting
This is true
You don’t know what you do
Every time you walk into the room
I’m afraid to move
I’m weak
Its true
I’m just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I’ve waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that’s true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I’ve waited
This is true
I know when I go I’ll be on my way to you
The way that’s true
I’ve waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that’s true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I’ve waited
This is true
posted by Xtine at 11:21 PM
1 Comments:
Ei there Tin! 'Musta? it's been a while. I was just goofing around and I ran across this post. Well what can I say... I've felt kinda the same way you did (/do?). And I don't know the answers to your questions myself. You know, our feelings are such irrational things and no matter how much we think about it, we can't make sense out of it. I guess it's making you feel weak too... longing much for someone... but that someone is just 'far'...then you feel alone...as if that someone can be the only companion to you... well it happens a lot to me... do you feel that way? I wonder what you do you when you feel that? Me sometimes I just want to lie down, but other times I really want to stomp, holler, kick, punch, cry, curse, shout, sing, jump jump, how do I say this... move crazy and just let it all out :) Hope to catch up with you this break (but if we can't, you could also keep updated about me from my friendster blog :) We really can't know everything about love, but we can still know something about it. So it's good that you are keeping on wondering...:)
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