Enough...

you have hurt me a lot... though you were not aware of it..


i think it's time to stop this feeling...


i would try not to long for you, even if my heart shouts your name...


i would try not to cry every night, even if my tears were meant to bring your memories back...


i would try not to miss you, even if my feelings were in the height of bursting...


maybe, i would just try to forget you.


but before that... i would just say thank you...


my life with you has taught me a lot about reality.


my strength was tested. my patience was measured. my vulnerability was discovered.


you opened my senses that loving can hurt a lot, especially if you are not meant to be together...



i have learned to accept things that i deny to myself.



i have learned that i can't love you at all.


i have learned that maybe, you cannot accept the real me.





but despite all these...




i will never regret every single moment i have shared with you...










i will never regret that once in my life, i have met and loved you.






thank you still.







and please.... i have one last favor to ask...










please remember my name. even just my name...