just missing *.*.*.*.,,, plain and simple

i know... **** would not even have the way to read
this thing... **** got no account...

i just wanted to let out something that's been
creeping inside me for quite some time...

i just plainly miss ****... that's it...

well, it's really hard for me to totally let this out.

i know **** wouldn't even care about my
feelings 'coz **** already set so-called priorities...
and i'm not on the list even being the last...

oh well, life may change its course someday...

if someone who reads this would connect in some
way, you know who i'm talking about...

i just can't bear it anymore... especially that my
birthday is coming up...

flashes of what **** did last year kept coming
back...

and this is the first time in all of my birthdays that i
would be wishing for some kind of "miracle"...

a simple call will do... a sight of **** would be
great...

haaaayyyyyy...

still here... waitning and hoping...

someday... **** will be back...