It's Not Yet Time...

This was the month wherein I was supposed to celebrate... on my own.



Looking back to the year that has passed, things changed when July 18 came to pass... it was the best moment of reality.

No regrets. No looking back.

It was totally the moment of truth.

During that time, i had all the colors of the rainbow flying over me...

I myself, was flying high...

But I guess, I flew too much that when its time to shed my wings, I had fallen so hard... that it hurts a lot in and out...

What really happened a year ago?



READ ON:

***start***


it all started in a phone call...

usual talk of stuffs related to me... to him...

until the topic got related to us...

i did not expect things to happen that fast.

but i finally got the hang of it...

a surge of emotions... an unbelievable feeling...

finally, i said to myself...

now this is REAL.

no more daydreaming, no more silly thoughts... because what just happened was a dream becoming a solid picture.


***stop***


That was it...

The reason why I was supposed to be celebrating today...

But things tend to bend their self the other way around...

I expected too much and had a whack of reality myself...

Maybe...

It is not yet time...

I did not lose hope... actually, i held on upto now...


Silly it may seem but yes... its me talking nonsense again.
And the weirdest thing one could know...

Is that I'm raining myself the moment I started this piece...