the difference between heaven and earth

it is very hard to accept that some things are not meant to happen...

some good dreams don't even start...

things somehow change when you least expect it...

and you would think that destiny is cruel on you...

there are times that you have to accept reality
even if it means hurting yourself...

no matter how painful, one must still move on...

it is hard i know...
but there are some things that should be forgotten as you go on with your life...

cherish moments that was so unforgettable...

but don't expect something in return.

usually, good things that happen has an equal gift = another good thing...

but this circumstance does not apply to all...

a total opposite of what happened may come...

and the most dreadful part is:
>> it would happen when you least expect it <<

so that would be the time wherein you would be hurt...

be ready for it...

be ready to burn your eyes from crying..
be ready to squeeze your heart out from your emotions..
be ready to feel totally out of this world...


but in the end... no matter how hurting life may be...


be ready to be strong...


it is easy to say but it's hard to do...

well, that's life... a great reality of it...

in the end, just keep in mind:

>> things happen for a reason..
>> you may be at lost but you'll find your way back..
>> some may go but believe in yourself that someday it'll be back..
>> there are so many things to do.. it is not the end yet..
>> you are normal..


you can just imagine how life went with me...

hard but there is no way out..

just keep moving...

the greatest mistake

come to think of it..

i've been down for some time... but still, there are some things that could change my life in some ways...

i've been paranoid to go to school before the season really started...

but now, its in for real..

a new page to fill out and a whole chapter to finish...

its been good from the start,

from the people i meet to the new professors i would be dealing with to draw my future...

cool...

well, i got a time wherein i would just be quiet and reflect..

think about things and people that were in and were somehow out of my life...

sometimes, i thank these sad moments that happened to me...

these made me stronger and made me believe that it is not the end after all...

because of these factors, i entered mazes that were once giving me a creepy feeling...

but now, as i have finished my way out to that certain maze...

i have proved to myself that i can do it without those who have somehow left me...

thinking i was weak... i now declare i can make it all the way...

some were worried because of the circumstances that happened to my life...

but now, i can stand up tall and proudly say...

"I CAN PROVE MYSELF TO YOU... AND TO THE WORLD..."

i know i am just starting, but deep inside me.. i can make it...

watch out.. wait...

and when the right time comes...








tell it in my face that you did a great mistake in your life...








and that was to...
































leave me hanging...

Oh Well...

Since you've been gone I've been lonely
Longing to be with you only
Maybe there's still is a way I could find you and say.. just how
I feel
I can't believe that it's over
Wished somehow I could have showed her
All that was inside my heart 'stead of playing the games
You might have stayed..

(Funny just the other night).. I was thinking
(I wondered if you ever think).. about me
(I call you on the phone).. there's no answer

Oh well.. There's still tomorrow
Oh well.. I'll try again
Oh well.. Maybe just maybe..

Since you've been gone I've been lonely
Longing to be with you only
If there's a way I could beg you to stay
Would you please.. Stay with me?

(I was thinking maybe I).. could come over
(Hoping that we could finally).. work this out
(Even if tonight) ..we don't dont find an answer

Oh well... There's still tomorrow
Oh well.. I'll try again
Oh well.. Maybe just maybe..

(Oooh..)

If I had another chance
We would stand hand in hand
You'd be my girl
I'd be ur man
Oh well.. maybe just maybe we can

I still call you on the fone.. still no answer..
Maybe later on I'll try.. one more time or
Am I just a fool? To keep trying..

Oh well.. There's still tomorrow
Oh well.. A fool's what I am
Oh well.. Maybe just maybe..

Oh still there's still tomorrow
Ohhh welll
Maybe just maybe..
See if I bend on my knees and give you all of me

Oh well there's still tomorrow
Oh well I'll try again
Oh well.. please.. just maybe

Since you've been gone.. I've been lonely..

SEPARATED

Oh no, no, no, no

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated